🎨 Learning Adobe Illustrator: A Rollercoaster of Pen Tools and Panic


1. The Optimism Phase

Image idea: A stock photo of a happy person at a desk, grinning at a blank Illustrator canvas like it’s a pizza menu.

You download Illustrator, open it up, and think:

“How hard can it be? I’m basically already a designer. I once made a flyer in Microsoft Word.”

You start clicking things with the confidence of a caffeinated toddler. You draw your first rectangle. It’s not aligned, it’s not pretty, but it’s yours.


2. The Pen Tool Betrayal

Image idea: A dramatic Renaissance-style painting of a person screaming at their screen, with the Pen Tool icon floating ominously above them.

You try using the Pen Tool. You’re told it’s “essential” and “powerful.”

What they don’t tell you is that this tool is a digital snake that refuses to move how you want.
You click: a point.
Click again: another point.
Suddenly it curves. You didn’t ask for a curve.
Now it’s a weird abstract shape that might summon something from another dimension.

You Google “how to use the Pen Tool” and fall down a rabbit hole of despair and anchor points.


3. Layers: The Tower of Babel

Image idea: An ancient scroll labeled “Layers Panel” unraveling infinitely down a temple staircase.

You discover layers. Layers upon layers.

“Why is everything on Layer 1?”
“What does ‘Path’ mean?”
“Why is this text behind the background even though it’s on top?”

You start naming them. “Layer 17 – Definitely Not Important,” “Path of Confusion,” “Group 98 (Who Knows Anymore)”

Eventually, you just stop naming anything and rely entirely on trial and error and prayer.


4. Clipping Masks and Other Dark Magic

Image idea: A wizard casting spells over a MacBook with glowing vectors swirling.

Someone says, “Just use a clipping mask!”
You smile and nod like you understand.
You try it.
Your entire artwork disappears.
You undo 34 steps and make a mental note to never touch that button again.


5. Exporting: The Final Boss

Image idea: A boss fight screen with “EXPORT AS…” in flashing red letters.

You finish your masterpiece. It’s got lines. Shapes. Maybe a drop shadow.
Now you want to share it.
You export.

Wrong size.
Export again. Blurry.
Try “Save for Web.”
Now it’s pixelated and your computer is making helicopter noises.

Eventually you export it as a .jpeg, .png, .svg, .pdf, and possibly a .tiff just to cover all bases.


6. Stockholm Syndrome

Image idea: A person lovingly hugging a laptop with Illustrator open, a tear rolling down their cheek.

Despite all the chaos, you start liking it.
You understand layers now. The Pen Tool obeys (mostly).
You group things. You align stuff like a boss.
You even use the Pathfinder tool without Googling.

You begin to whisper, “This is kind of fun.”


7. You Become That Person

Image idea: A guru levitating in a lotus position made of vector points.

Now you watch new users struggle.
You nod solemnly and say,

“Ah yes, the Pen Tool. It’s tricky at first.”
“Use a clipping mask, trust me.”
“Did you try using the Pathfinder tool?”

And with that, the cycle begins anew.


Final Thoughts

Learning Adobe Illustrator is a journey full of unexpected turns, confusing menus, and tools with the emotional range of a wild raccoon. But once you get it, you’re unstoppable. You can design logos, posters, infographics—heck, even your cousin’s weird tattoo idea.

And one day, you’ll look back and say:

“I survived the Pen Tool. I can survive anything.”



🎨 How to Become a UX Designer (Without Crying in Figma)


So, you’ve decided you want to become a UX designer? Welcome to the land of wireframes, sticky notes, and pretending you don’t hate Comic Sans.

Whether you’re a total newbie or just tired of pretending you totally know what UX even stands for (spoiler: it’s User Experience), here’s a no-fluff, easy-to-digest guide to start your UX journey — minus the jargon and the 50-tab YouTube rabbit holes.


🧠 Step 1: Understand What UX Design Actually Is

UX isn’t just making things look “pretty.” That’s UI’s job (kinda). UX is about making things usable, useful, and not annoying. It’s like being a digital therapist for frustrated users.

Think: “Can my grandma use this app without rage-quitting?”


🧐 Step 2: Stalk, Study, Repeat

Start consuming UX like it’s your new Netflix obsession.

  • Watch UX case studies on YouTube
  • Read blogs (like this one, obviously)
  • Follow UX peeps on Twitter/X/Whatever-it’s-called-now
  • Listen to podcasts while pretending to work out

Bonus points if you start saying things like “user pain points” in everyday conversation. People will think you’re super smart or super annoying. Possibly both.


🛠️ Step 3: Get Your Hands Dirty

No, not with actual dirt. With tools! Try:

  • Figma (it’s free and addictive)
  • Adobe XD (RIP if Adobe ever pulls the plug)
  • Sketch (Mac users only – sorry, Windows warriors)

Start redesigning your favorite apps. Or your least favorite ones. Either way, just design stuff. A lot of stuff. Ugly at first? Cool. That means you’re doing it right.


📚 Step 4: Take a Course (But Don’t Sell Your Kidney)

You don’t need a $10k bootcamp to get started. Check these out:

  • Google UX Design Certificate (cheap and legit)
  • Coursera / Udemy (pick wisely—some are golden, some are 💩)
  • Free content on YouTube (bless the UX angels who upload for free)

Just don’t fall into the “learn forever, never do” trap. Learn, then do.


✍️ Step 5: Build a Portfolio That Doesn’t Suck

Your portfolio is your UX Tinder profile. No one’s swiping right on “here’s a random button I made in Figma.” Tell a story:

  • Problem → Research → Wireframes → Final Design → Results (even if fake)
  • Bonus: Add GIFs. Everyone loves GIFs.

🤹 Step 6: Fake It ‘Til You Make It (Then Keep Making It)

Apply for internships, freelance gigs, or make your own fake projects. “UX designer” isn’t a title—it’s a mindset. If you’re thinking like a designer, congrats — you’re becoming one.

Pro tip: Put “freelance UX designer” in your bio. Even if your only client is your cat’s Instagram.


🎉 Step 7: Celebrate the Small Wins

Got your first client? Nailed your first prototype? Convinced your mom UX is a real job? That’s a win.

Also, drink water. Stretch. Go outside. UX-ing is intense.


Final Words of Wisdom:

UX design isn’t just a career — it’s a lifestyle of caring way too much about whether a button should be 8px or 12px from the edge. But if that excites you? You’re in the right place.


Want help coming up with fake-but-awesome portfolio projects or figuring out what the heck to put on your UX resume? Drop a comment or hit me up!